mashi's getaway: June 2011

Sunday, June 26, 2011

An iron for a crumple paper?

Some says, "we will meet the wrong person few times, before we meet the one that was destined", for what reasons? well, i saw a lot.. and i agree with the statement.
- From my experience with my ex-bf: very da hot tampered and mulut longkang plus with a 'distance love' and his "players" attitude tu, maka selamat la our relationship berkubur setelah 2tahun. (kot, xhengat dh brp lama..haha).When still with him, i'm like tempat-lepaskan-tension dia...biasalah tentera, selalu kena torture, working under pressure and cinta jarak jauh pulak tu.. not to say that we don't trust each other, but he didn't even deserved to be trusted. So, i learned from this failure:
@ restu mak ayah tu penting dalam perhubungan.
@ must trust each other and support each other.
@ don't you ever think of betraying ur love if you don't wanna be one.
~bak kata shontelle : falling out of love is hard, falling for betrayal is worst. huhu.

Then, masa tu dah serik nk bercinta lagi dah. Until i meet few people after that, most of them, disqualified.hoho..bukan memilih..tp lebih berhati-hati kiranya sebelum memberi hati. Tak salah rasanya kan? "Someone told me, i should take caution when it comes to love", shontelle. :) But, until when i wanna stay single right? We are getting mature and older through time, and i meet my mr.right. At first, it wasn't that "right" :( if only i could share my feeling at that time.. msa tu kalau ada lagu sedeh pasal cinta cintun ni.. mmg tangkap leleh sorg2..sedeh sgt, xde tempat nk curah msa tu.. Ada afnan, and barry je msa tu.. thanks korang. :)) But, alhamdulillah..everything's fine now.. those tears, the broken heart, all bad things came to end.

Today i saw a post "trust is like a paper, once it's crumpled, it can't be perfect" quoted, elin@rit. Ermmm, i believe, everyone deserves a second chance, we can fix the crumpled paper our own ways, some say "iron jela".hihi. Honey, remember when u sat on your knee, crying and asking for a second chance after u broke my trust? (actually more than second). At that time, im not sure if i'm making a right decision for giving you another chance, which means i put my heart at risk of being hurt again. But today, after what we have been through, i just have one thing to say, I Know It Was Not a Mistake. :) i'm not 100% sure we were destined together..but i believe..we are.. the end.

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Current Updates

Hello world... how's weather treating you these days? Yesterday, during the dusk I got thunderstorm here at my hometown, its raining like cat and dog. (i love watching cat and dog the series too!! lol). It has been a while after my second last entry, sorry...just got internet connection "atas belas ihsan" my fwen Ain Abdullah... thank you so much!!!! for giving me my life back. Almost two weeks without Facebook, youtube, ym, Skype and stuffs. Urghhhhh...going insane,my life went upside down. (@_@)

Just some updates of my current activities. I'm working on my driving license, now waiting for my "L" license. En.Jafri is my trainer a.k.a cikgu memandu, he used to be a soldier. A very punctual person, like the fact so much!! cause you know how much i hate waiting as well as being waited. So, when he said 8am, he means it, 8am exact or earlier he already reached my home to pick me up and drive me to academy.Also a very nice and sporting teacher, very talkative until, sometimes...i got nothing to respond but smiles. hahaha... pity u cikgu..my bad. Can't wait to drive myself anywhere,everywhere!!! yippie. No need to ask me "driver" to bring me to shop anymore.

Last week, I met up with my bestfriends...we are planning for bestie trip to Pulau Perhentian, dis coming july!! can't wait... I am now dealing with my friend who is now doing her LI at Shangri la hotel and also an agent to negotiate the best package for us. May this plan comes true! amin.... :) Its gonna be 3days2nytes package with my-sesuka-hati-aktiviti..hihihi... For sure im gonna rock da island! XD