An iron for a crumple paper?

Some says, "we will meet the wrong person few times, before we meet the one that was destined", for what reasons? well, i saw a lot.. and i agree with the statement.
- From my experience with my ex-bf: very da hot tampered and mulut longkang plus with a 'distance love' and his "players" attitude tu, maka selamat la our relationship berkubur setelah 2tahun. (kot, xhengat dh brp lama..haha).When still with him, i'm like  tempat-lepaskan-tension dia...biasalah tentera, selalu kena torture, working under pressure and cinta jarak jauh pulak tu.. not to say that we don't trust each other, but he didn't even deserved to be trusted. So, i learned from this failure:
@ restu mak ayah tu penting dalam perhubungan.
@ must trust each other and support each other.
@ don't you ever think of betraying ur love if you don't wanna be one.
~bak kata shontelle : falling out of love is hard, falling for betrayal is worst. huhu.

Then, masa tu dah serik nk bercinta lagi dah. Until i meet few people after that, most of them, disqualified.hoho..bukan memilih..tp lebih berhati-hati kiranya sebelum memberi hati. Tak salah rasanya kan? "Someone told me, i should take caution when it comes to love", shontelle. :) But, until when i wanna stay single right? We are getting mature and older through time, and i meet my mr.right. At first, it wasn't that "right" :( if only i could share my feeling at that time.. msa tu kalau ada lagu sedeh pasal cinta cintun ni.. mmg tangkap leleh sorg2..sedeh sgt, xde tempat nk curah msa tu.. Ada afnan, and barry je msa tu.. thanks korang. :)) But, alhamdulillah..everything's fine now.. those tears, the broken heart, all bad things came to end.

Today i saw a post "trust is like a paper, once it's crumpled, it can't be perfect" quoted, elin@rit. Ermmm, i believe, everyone deserves a second chance, we can fix the crumpled paper our own ways, some say "iron jela".hihi. Honey, remember when u sat on your knee, crying and asking for a second chance after u broke my trust? (actually more than second). At that time, im not sure if i'm making a right decision for giving you another chance, which means i put my heart at risk of being hurt again. But today, after what we have been through, i just have one thing to say, I Know It Was Not a Mistake. :)  i'm not 100% sure we were destined together..but i believe..we are.. the end.

Current Updates

Hello world... how's weather treating you these days? Yesterday, during the dusk I got thunderstorm here at my hometown, its raining like cat and dog. (i love watching cat and dog the series too!! lol). It has been a while after my second last entry, sorry...just got internet connection "atas belas ihsan" my fwen Ain Abdullah... thank you so much!!!! for giving me my life back. Almost two weeks without Facebook, youtube, ym, Skype and stuffs. Urghhhhh...going insane,my life went upside down. (@_@)

Just some updates of my current activities. I'm working on my driving license, now waiting for my "L" license. En.Jafri is my trainer a.k.a cikgu memandu, he used to be a soldier. A very punctual person, like the fact so much!! cause you know how much i hate waiting as well as being waited. So, when he said 8am, he means it, 8am exact or earlier he already reached my home to pick me up and drive me to academy.Also a very nice and sporting teacher, very talkative until, sometimes...i got nothing to respond but smiles. hahaha... pity u cikgu..my bad. Can't wait to drive myself anywhere,everywhere!!! yippie. No need to ask me "driver" to bring me to shop anymore.

Last week, I met up with my bestfriends...we are planning for bestie trip to Pulau Perhentian, dis coming july!! can't wait... I am now dealing with my friend who is now doing her LI at Shangri la hotel and also an agent to negotiate the best package for us. May this plan comes true! amin.... :) Its gonna be 3days2nytes package with my-sesuka-hati-aktiviti..hihihi... For sure im gonna rock da island! XD

testing naik pelamin..amik berkah.haha

meet my family!

lata keruak yg damai dan sejuukk..

at pantai penarik..dah itam~ =_="

at pantai bukit kluang :)

at pantai air tawar with bestie <3

P/S: anyone missing me already?? haha... i miss u too... muncit! *gunalah ginger spa from vida beauty, terbukti berkesan!* iklan tak berbayar. 

me gurlfwens

 

p/s: after two years... so many things had change..but our friendship. love forever!!!

Balik kampung...hati murung?

Esok balik kampung?? kenapa xrsa excited pun?? wuwuwuwuuwuw....
apa-apalah.. kita hanya merancang.. Dia yang menentukan.

I'm sure gonna miss u a lot mister...huuu.... dh xde tempat nk gado, nk majok, nk pukul...May these 3 months strengthen our relationship. Buyatttttt!!! hahaa...

Mengintai dari tingkap hati.

Knp ye wahai hati... kekadang rasa mcm the whole world is against us...
kekadang rasa...smua org sayang kita... kdang2 org yg sma jugak...
meabaikan kita yg ada depan mata ni.. knp ye hati, kau sgt terluka bila mereka tidak pernah endah psal kau... bila mereka memandang kau seolah kau berdosa besar dan sangat jijik.bila kau tidak lagi selesa bersma kalian..apakah itu tandanya benci? atau mungkin perasaan yang hambar kerana terlalu lama mengasingkan diri?? setiap yang manis pada aku, ade kepahitan di muka kalian..
setiap yang membahagiakan aku, ada riak tidak senang dari kalian... apa aku yang tersalah menafsir?
knp bila aku rsa ingin menyayangi...kalian terima... kemudian tenggelam.. meninggalkan aku yang bru melonjak gembira punya kalian untuk aku turut serta bertawa ria....mmg xbyak yg kita kongsikan bersama... tp setiap air tanganku... aku bahagia kalian sudi merasa.. even penat menyedia smpailah mengemas kembali... ku pujuk hati oh, ini utk saudara2 ku jua... harus ikhlas wahai hati...jgn merajuk sgt... harus belajar berkorban dan menyayangi...tp... tp... kalian tidak membantu aku... tidak membina persekitaran yang mengalukan utk aku turut serta..setiap kali aku menerjah msuk, aku dpt merasa ada benteng antara kita.. seakan arus elektrik yang menolak aku jauh dari kalangan kalian... apa kamu diluar sana pernah merasa diri dibenci smua org?? apa kamu pernah merasa kesunyian even hakikatnya dunia mu sangat riuh rendah.. ketahuilah,...kita SAMA..

Princess diaries :)

women in black dress

men in black suit

game with afnan

kak diya, kak zie, and me

him, me and asip

me and ecah kentang yang chumel

afnan, kak zie and asip senior

unidentified

my love

me with barry

me and meor "kiasu king"

me with manche' (prom king)

princess at 12 midnight

my prince charming..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Some pictures from graduation night 2011.. Happy graduating seniors!! Good luck in ur future :)

Twisted leg

Oh. gara-gara Spring Fest kt RIT.... gara-gara Ironman tu!!
I OFFICIALLY TWISTED MY LEG....
and OFFICIALLY UNABLE TO WALK..
NOW...I'M officially JEE WILCHA!! HAHAHA...

guys, pray for my health..tq... (T_T)
it hurts tough...seyesly... it does..
thanks to all who did help me... especially, "u-kno-who-u-are"

pic x related pun..sobs.. cute la dia!

muachhh!! much love...semoga sakit itu penghapus dosa2 kecil..amin..