Spiderwoman hiyarkk!!

Spiderwoman is on her way to save Biochem! hahaha

I am going to face it!!!

Berpantang maut sebelum ajal.

Alang-alang menyeluk perkasam, 

biar sampai ke pangkal lengan.

Never say NEVER!!!! XD 

BIOCHEM FINAL! HERE I COME!!!

 

mr.dearyhearty...may u read this.

afraid of losing u...

saya curiga dgn hati awk..... 

jadi bagaimana?? 

saya cemas dgn smua ni....

jadi harus bagaimna lg?

masing2 punya kehidupan peribadi...

tp knp hati ni curiga?? 

takut kehilangan mungkin?

atau mungkin...

takut hati terluka lg??

sigh.... staying or leaving... 

both are never make easy....

...cemas...dlm senyuman....

Pressure

Pressure....
This is the moment when you can see the true color of your companion....
when we can really see  the real friends of us....
when people will always think about themself at the first place...
when people start blaming others for any mistakes...
when someone try so hard giving excuse to escape his/herself...

Pressure....
The moment that make me stand still....
observing people around me..
how they act... how they talk... their eyes...
some start blaming others... "its u this....and its u that...."
some choose to defend themselves... "no, i don't think so..."
some try to be so cool but keep thinking in silence...finding reasons..
some just play safe....choose to ignore...and let the conversation  on and on...

Pressure....
bring along nervousness....
drag together depression....
create chaos among us...
broke the wound that just healed...

Pressure....
because of you...
couples broke up...
friendship ruined....
sisterhood lame...
people become selfish...
hatred filled the hearts...
love flew away...
faith means nothing...
attitude changed...
corruption allowed...

p/s: something happens for a reason... always seek the "hikmah"
if you are a believer....
don't just "menuding jari" sesama kite...
tp...muhasabah diri kita... susah sng..sma2...
sudah2 la....pentingkan diri...sudah2 la..hipokrit sejati...
hidup xlama... mati itu pasti.

peace in pressure ~ :)

Someone getting married!! :)

Pak...Pung..Pak Pung.... (bunyi kompang..)  :) :)
gud news !! ...gud news!! (can't stop smiling)

omjjj.... guess wat uolls?? my best..best-bestfriend is getting married!!!!!! *lompat jerit2 excited*
i just knew that she's getting married today...its gonna be happening this coming june!!
aww...few more months and she's no longer my single, available,all-the -time bleh tackle, gurlfrend..hehehe.. oh well... she wins the competition ok!!! hahaha... i remember back then....

(dlm kelas tingkatan 4...2005)

she: I'm gonna make sure...among the 3 of us...I'm gonna get the Mrs. title first! (buat kening jerk)
me: dream on!! :P  but...why so determined? what if... me first?? hehehe.. :P
she: No way! i was born first ok... earlier that you two gurls.. haha..
me: but...jodoh di tgan tuhan kan.. ngehehhee....
she: xde..xde... sape langkah bendul siap! :P

oh well....its happening u guys..and im so HAPPY for her!!!
ermm,to be honest, a bit jealous..ngehehe... (gatai nk kwin gak)
but..still pray for her happiness ever after, she's one of my best buddy though...

to my Mr.Dearyhearty... i can wait... but not forever... (hahaha...so hurry ok! kumpul duit cpt2 :P )
oh.JUNE 2011!! i hope i can make it.. still having problem with money, can't afford to book flight ticket as well buying present for her... ermmmm... im sure gonna get something so special that she can never forget.... XD its her big special day = my happiest day also :)
(kot2 boley jadi pengapit ke..amik berkat sket..ehehehe)

wateva it takes... im gonna be home during the big day, its a no-no if i can't make it..
i kno..i kno... u need me 2 critic your makeup (even if i kno nothing abut it) ryte??
u need me to accompany you in the room (hahaa..perasan)..
or to the most, u need me at the kitchen..! ryte??
anything for u my dear... i promise i will be there... and insya'Allah.. i will.. :)

p/s: CONGRATULATION MY BEST BESTIE (kwn since tadika gituh) 17years ok!! xoxoxoxo

Lazy me!

Date: Feb 9th 2011.
Time: 10.02pm.
Listening to : Dadali - Di saat aku mencintaimu.
Mode: berhingus-berat kepala-pedih hidung...sok..sek..sok..sek.. (@_@)
Menu dinner: Meggi kari campur telur! berapi..
Menu supper: Multi sypmtoms : cold, fever, headache, runny nose.
Hari ini dalam sejarah: Poteng kelas Infectious Disease (xlarat sgt2)

p/s: kena siapkan paper & slaids utk presentation next week... which is 4more days to go! but i'm still procrastinating...because i don't have the kick-start mode! help me... please... (help urself la!)

edible_vaccine-edible_vaccine-edible_vaccine-edible_vaccine-edible_vaccine-edible_vaccine- (T_T)

Menadah kelangit abadi..

Assalamualaikum.....

Syukur kehadrat Ilahi... atas segala nikmat dan kurnia yang diberikan....
Alhamdulillah... Alhamdulillah... Alhamdulillah.... :)

Maka Ya Allah.. yang berkuasa membolak-balikkan hati...
tsabatkan hatiku dijalanmu.... pimpinlah daku dan saudara-saudaraku...

semoga hati-hati kami tabah dan cekal menjalani liku-liku kehidupan...
semoga kesihatan hari ini membuka ruang untuk kami beribadah dengan sempurna...
semoga nafas yang dihela dan dihembus menjadikan kami insan yang mampu berbakti...
semoga darah yang mengalir di setiap arteri di berkati wujudnya...
semoga peluh yang menitik dari liang roma... membuahkan pahala...

amin...amin...amin..ya Rabbal alamin...

ingatlah...ingatlah wahai hati yang satu....

hidupmu...cuma sementra....
cuma sekali...

sementara bersakit-sakit menuju jalan abadi....
jangan pernah mengeluh...
nikmat balasan sedia menanti...
janji Allah itu pasti...

tiada yang maha benar melainkan yang benar belaka....




Tulus kasih Jiehannur Eiman <3
sekadar renungan bersama... XD

Those who care :)

Feeling soooo sick.... yet so lonely.... dont have the energy to even get up from bed...
lost my appetite... having headache since yesterday... i feel sore all over my body....

I am SICK!! God please help me.... i just wanna be as usual... having the strength to wake up every day and go to work... able to eat like before.. and not just laying here in this small, lonely room...
i started missing my mum.... really...really...miss my family...

Back at home, i got my mum who will put ointment all over my back and give me massage...
very soothing yet full of love... (T_T) mum...how i miss your motherly-pampered..
i miss to eat your "bubur-nasi with carrot n chicken"... so long after my last meal.. and i know you don't wanna prepare it anymore..cause it reminds you of our late along...

You, I know you care... as a friend...at least.... thank you so much for taking care of me...
If our story is going to end soon.. remember this... I love you soo..soo.much that I can't bear to see you cry for me... Be happy deary-hearty... :)

p/s: take care, wif lurve! "less than 3"

ADHD?? or Caffeine induced sleep disorder?

Dear Diary
February the 3rd

12.30am : Going to bed... Got headache, can't focus on the slaids anymore.
1.00am -4.00am: Gulik-gulik dgn Mr.Shmoo and Mr.Nyet2... arrrrgg.... can't fall asleep...
4.30am - 5.00am: Alarm clock ringing..!!!!! (Skipped work again!! 4th day) =_="
5.00 -7.00am: At last, my brain stop digesting "merepek" stuffs
                      (homesick, worrying, nervous...ect) zzzzz...
7.00am-8.00: Took my bath and breakfast. Get ready to continue studying...but....
8:00 am - 9:00 am : SKYPE!! Gossiping with my mum!! so long...AHAHHAA..
9.00-9.30 : MEMORIZING..DIGESTING...FACEBUK-ING...CHECKING EMAIL...
9.40-9.50am: Update blog!!!! lol... ok...ok...im going...im going...lalallaaa....
.....................
12.00pm: Infectious Disease Exam! wish me luck... :)

p/s: my attention span is only about 30minutes...with few digression...

did i suffer for ADHD?? = Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder! =_=""
or was it because of the Starbucks Coffee that I took for lunch yesterday?

Make it real.

I'm about studying for my Infectious Disease exam tomorrow. Suddenly, it crossed my mind... there are so many infectious diseases that i just heard about, most of them are caused by bacteria or even viruses. Hemmmm.... with different types of transmission and percentages of fatality.. scary enough for me..

Yeah, i know... death is mandatory...and diseases are just some leading reasons. But, perhaps, we could do something to prevent them right? Well basically....

1. Hygiene first.
2. Eat healthy food.
3. Exercise frequently.
4. Safe sex. -in other word , be loyal :)
5. Knowledge : learn about the diseases.
6. PREVENTION is always Better than CURE!

p/s: I pray that someday there will be cures or vaccine for all the diseases... perhaps one day, i would be able to at least contribute something to make it possible. God bless us..amin. :)
STAY HEALTHY PEOPLE!! U ARE VALUABLE.

Radhiah...redha...

Hidup ini... sekadar jalan menuju abadi... kadang aku terleka akan nikmat dunia yang dikejar.
Bila hampir tersungkur, baru aku terjaga dari mimpi.

Setiap nafas yang mengisi rongga kehidupan... adalah anugerah Allah..
Pernahkah aku menghargai nikmat itu?

Sedarkah aku? selama aku melupakan Dia, Dia sentiasa bersama aku..
Betapa cintanya...maha Agung lagi maha Suci.

Kenapa Dia menguji aku sebegini rupa?
Apakah kerana aku insan yang alpha? kerana dia sayangkan aku... nyatanya bila jiwa aku teruji...
yang daku cari adalah Dia... tempat mengadu segala duka dan lara..

Tapi, pada siapa aku berkongsi suka dan tawa??  pernahkah mengucap kalimah syukur diatas nikmat yang di beri?

Maka Ya Allah... aku terima ujianMu dengan redha... aku hanya merancang dan berangan-angan...
sesungguhnya engkaulah pengatur yang maha sempurna lagi maha mengetahui. Seandainya ini adalah jalan cerita hidupku... yang terbaik untukku... aku Redha Ya Allah...

untuk itu...aku berterima kasih kepadamu.....

atas nikmat Iman dan Islam....
atas nikmat persaudaraan...
atas nikmat persahabatan ....
atas nikmat kesetiaan...
atas nikmat cinta...
atas segala keindahan yang pernah ku rasakan...
atas segala jatuh bangun sepanjang perjalananku...
semoga Ya Allah... kau sempurna kan lah impian saudara-saudaraku....
kau berikan mereka nikmat mengecapi hidup yg di impikan...
bersama insan yg tersayang...yg mampu membahagiakan...
dalam redha mu Ya Ilahi..ya Rabb...